Believes in Destiny

So exhausted, I sit down and cling to the tree. Relaxing.. I touched the grass beneath me. And as I close my eyes someone touches my hand. In a flash, a sound from a white winged creature whisper, ".. des - - - - ".

I open my eyes, "Huh?"

".. destiny" it whispers, echoing..

I laugh. Then, a flash like a thunder but rather sweet one. And another, and another.

He holds me. He smiles and . . .

I woke up! cring, cring. I hit the alarm clock just before its wrecking sound ruin my morning. "That fucking dream again.. " I swore.

Well, I just hate it when I dream of something stupid. For somehow it ruins my morning, next, my day. Because, it always leaves me a pain in my neck. And ya, I blame dreams when I wasn't able to do my choirs and my stuffs because dreams are freaking stupid. I dunno, I just hate it.

But, anyway, who cares, I'm more than ready for school today. And I'm more than proud to say that it was the first time I was able to finish my all my homework, project, my thesis and so as my report. oh, I'm so excited to start my day outside. I'm feeling great and smart.

"Ready for school, ya?"

"Perfectly ready" with a bit of naughty smile at the side, so excited, I replied to my bro, on the other side of the car. Then I stepped in the car.

"Your looking weird today huh? what was that sweet pout in your lips?" he moved closer and pinch my lips. "Are you smilin'?"

"Stop it.." I faced the window.

"Something special, Sis?" but I was still on oblivious moment of I dunno. "a guy or somethin'?" my talkative big bro continue, just nagging.

"No guys, I'm just kinda feeling well today.." shrug, "I dunno. Maybe coz some stuff had gone well.."

"Okay. This is just getting weirder, my sister isn't grumpy today and worse she's smiling. And the unspeakable horror. . . " and the engine started up. "her stuffs had gone well!" mock.

The road was clear, the clouds looks great like their were askin' me to play above with 'em. I opened the windows, took a glimpse on those cute lil' plumply birds singing their sweet songs with there tiny lil' voices. The view was great and perfect. But.. there was just this lil view that doesn't seems to go well!

It was a very old tree that, I guess, just about to say bye-bye to the world. It's kinda weird, the grass beneath that tree was greener, looks really healthy.. nice and welcoming.. and... I remember something.

"Stop" I driveled for somehow.

".. huh, but we're not yet---"

"Just stop the car.. hurry up.."

"Okay? but.." my bro just stopped the car beside the road. "what's the hurry?" his puzzled question. but I didn't answer, I gotta go. I quickly opened up the door.

"wait," he grabbed my hand "whats up?"

"i'll be just following.."

I leave my bag inside the car. Get out and ran. I ran towards the tree. And when I look back, my bro had leave. I turned back on the tree and.. and.. an---

"what the heck?" I wondered. I was puzzled of what just happened. "what'a... but.. hey..." i mutter. I tried to run after the car but i no longer see it then.

that's a big piece of a shit. i was like feeling great, feeling like pretty. i thought the day was goin' to be great also but the unconscious thought of mine leads me to something really embarrassing but at least nobody saw me. i kicked the tree. i dunno what to feel then.

"whew.." i heard a mans voice.. "that's quite stupid.. or i mean that was really a foolish act.."

"what?" I look at the stranger. "kicking the tree?" he's making me feel worse with his sympathetic looks. i'm feelin like he knows what happen but how would he. its all in my head, the embarrassment.

"no, i saw you running over here and then tryin' to run after the car.." he then break a sarcastic smile.

wait? does he know what happen to me? na, how would he. but what is he talking about? na, impossible. "what are you sayin'? i did not!" he then looked back. okay, i'm taking back what i just said, maybe someone notice and see me and my embarrassment. oh my, so now what?

he looked back at me. still wearing those sarcastic smiles. then scrutinize me with those.. oh my, lovely-tickling-killer-eyes that captivates my--- no, i mean with his stupid sarcastic eyes. as if he knows something. i startled but i know he wouldn't notice that i was startling.

"hey!" i catcalled. "what do you know anyway!?" i raised my eyebrow and look whose talking. from feet to head, head to feet... and oh a punk! with his old shoes and a small shirt thats compromising his.. mmh.. chest.. chest that seems to be so strong and hugable.. ahem, well, it just so happen that big chest looks kinda hugable. see. well, okay, and his chin then his lips, red lips.. yeah so what? does he think his gonna get me with those.. well, no! "i'm just goin to stand by here anyway." but what was he really talking? he seems to know whats in my head. is he a cute vampire or somethin'? "take a lil breathe.." okay, i lied, but its for my sake. see? whew, its was tiring though.


"i know what happened to you. i see it in you're face!" what is he? a mind reader? or a robot or wizard or lizard? "the same thing happen to me.." what? so how sure is he that it was the same. he then seat beside the tree and close his eyes. way then, i felt so exhausted, i sit down and cling to the tree. Relaxing.. I touched the grass beneath me. And as I close my eyes someone touches my hand. it was the punk-stranger. "maybe it's des----.." he whispered. but i miss some words. so i open up my eyes, "huh?"


"maybe it's destiny..." he whispers in my ears with his tickling voice.

I laugh "there's no such thing" and close my eyes again.

Then, in a flash, i remember my dream. i open my eyes again and turn to him. he open his eyes and looks at me then holds me.

He holds me. He smiles and . . .i hold much tighter when i found mself smiling with him...